I LOST ..............I LOST

a sweet humble relation comes to an end
everything I LOST.......even my friend
its..only for an old fight
after which.......she's hardly in sight..

the day was of a few years back
a day so unexpected...a day so sad.
the trees so cold ...no scent in the rose....
least did i know
I WILL LOSE....
A friend so very true.


she didn't talk....oh! i was in a big shock
i questioned her..she didn't reply

frustated...angry...i was
shouted at her without a pause.
"TRY TO UNDERSTAND".....-i said
hardly was i attended.
all my words were suspended.


The reason........
in a bad company she got stuck
tried hard to help her
but no such luck.
i was took the other way
i said it to myself......
"was this all in a friendship to say...?"


in a few seconds all was gone.......
i went pale.
the friendship so true....
seemed to me as false as a fairy tale.
I LOST>......I LOST>.....
that was the end..
the end of a relation.
i was in tears
doomed......I LOST.......
realized its not easy to make her understand.
that she's got some one to show the right side of life.
some one who's a true friend.




its been years since the...
we grew up....
left schooling.....left places.
STILL....deep in my mind
i have feelings.....i care
i have her traces.


news of her well being makes me feel good
even if she's no more with me
i feel....may BE she UNDERSTOOD.....
but....................
by the end of the day its i WHO LOSE......
its i WHO's lost......

I LOST>......I LOST>>>>......